We’ve all felt, at some point, unworthy of Goodness. I sometimes, actually all the time, say no to celebrating myself.
I mean, I am grateful to God for everything in my life, so why can’t I celebrate everything in my life?
Hi guys,
today’s blog post is erm, more like a questionnaire to myself
- why do you feel unworthy? Honestly, the feeling of unworthiness has got to be the most unnecessary feeling in the whole world, but sadly it’s one of the most used feelings in the world. I remember college mates inviting me out and me just saying big NO with unequal reasons, and I remember staying back in the hostel and crying under my sheet, just asking myself, why I won’t just give myself that much. I didn’t deserve it, yes, we almost don’t deserve anything we get but still, we get them – there’s got to be a reason. I’ve ruined many relationships, and I’m not even talking boyfriend matter right now, I’m talking real good friendships and why? I just felt I wasn’t worthy, and so I did everything wrong and threw all the goodness of having someone on my corner, away.
- Your mistakes were caused by who? Yourself
- sometimes i wonder, Do my mistakes represent who I am? Like I’ve got to be that person to have done that. It has taken me almost 7 years to accept the response to that question. But NO, my mistakes are more of a yard stick to my becoming.
- Am I a mistake? You know the honest truth is, some of us are mistakes to our parents. We are more of “oops!” But we are not oops to God. Every one of us, every human was, and is created with intention. That’s why we’ve been told to pray with intention. We were all created and sent down on earth for specific reasons. That’s why it’s said to be specific with our requests (Philippians 4:4-7). The thing is, for purpose to be achieved, there’s got to be a channel, through which, the purpose is birth.
I have many other questions but the one that torments me the most is,
“What next?”
This question actually pisses me off. It ticks me off.
It throws me into a shell and just makes me want to stay there, till I suffocate to death.
But it’s a relatively — Good question–
And The Answer is, I don’t know.
I didn’t bring myself into this world, and neither did my parents or anyone, so they can’t make decisions for me.
Honestly, I can’t even make decisions for myself, I just say, JESUS TAKE THE WHEEL!!!!
We deserve the good things, and if we be truthful to ourselves…
we’d tell, that whether we celebrate the little wins or we rot in the failures, everything comes and goes…
we win today, tomorrow we’ve got to win again and bigger this time.
We Fail today, tomorrow we’re going to fail again. Failure is literally one of, if not the biggest step to WINNING.
So give yourself a break, you are good for it.
I used to buy myself, KFC fries and chicken, funny this always happens when I’m down on to my last penny and I’ll just be like, if I perish, I perish… I haven’t perished and sometimes, I still get down to my last…. It’s a vicious circle.
Give yourself a break, you are good for it.
You deserve it!
You deserve it!!
You deserve it!!!
Why Bother 