I’ve had a love HATE relationship with my body for years. The way my body levels. Its uncurves. Its structure, to make me feel less than. And for years, I’ve seen my body as a haunted house – and I’m trapped in it. This year, I’ve let myself go. I’ve gotten uninterested and very interested […]
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Emptiness is an easy emotion
Emptiness is an easy emotion. I thought of this month, last month, as the month of getting over, letting go, starting over, BECOMING. *😂😂😂😂😂* I mean, sadder but— I honestly wouldn’t have pinned this month to be a downer. We are 6 days into the month and I lost my mojo day one. It’s like […]
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I can feel the bones of my exhaustion
Sometimes I don’t care, not because I don’t care, but because I don’t – want – to – care. Being as sensitive as I am, I am very easily triggered. I am prone to uneven anger, hasty decisions, lose of connection. I do not take heed to how fast I press the block button. I […]
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Dreams:
This bitchy thought has been in my head for a week and two days. And I fought God on this, best to say he might be waiting me out. Note: God is damn good at keeping malice. Dreams! My cousin wrote a short film on it. Spot on. Watch here Now to the purpose of […]
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Fear is a part of our build
So don’t run away from fear. Don’t run away from losing. Don’t settle for something, that with a little bit more push, you could get it all. Like I said, it’s okay to feel scared, I believe it’s our minds way of either
Why Bother 